Sunday, 19 October 2008
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Recently, i made a deal to myself. I told myself that as long as ive done my best, whatever the outcome is, it doesn't matter. Now, the truth is gonna be revealed & im really afraid to face whatever it is. What an irony of life. As i'm typing this post, i'm actually pouring out whatever is inside me. My heart seems to be shredded into pieces. I'm afraid that i can't give him the best of the best.I can't make him happy. Some told me that i have a weak heart, which's quite true.
After through many obstacles, i believed that our relationship has much strengthened. However, i realised that besides me, there's this someone who supports him quietly, concerning him and such all the way til now.she claimed that she doesnt like him, but is hard for me to believe. It is really saddening.All her mysterious messages and such.. is totally awww. Every girlfriend has their own limits, and i really don't like it.I'm not doubting my boyfriend, but oh sigh. How, what should i do!
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I really do hope that things'll be better in time.



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